I have a longing for something...but I'm not sure what it is?

by Tristan
(Escondido)

I have anxiety and panic attacks.

I was not too long ago a very content and happy person.

I recently started panicking on life, literally, I feel like we all have to be here for a reason, otherwise life doesn't make any sense.

I get really afraid sometimes but I realized I am in search of something... not too sure what it is... though I feel stronger inside that it's something way bigger than my imagination can even fathom.

I would love to explore my spirituality and relieve some of the pressure... can anyone help me?