WAITING TO HEAR THAT VOICE!!

by Gaurav
(UAE)

Life makes you ask questions....

I know this because I ask a lot of questions.

Who am I..

I surely have a greater goal in my life...

I am doctor and in many ways contributing to society immensely..

I have helped saving some life and made some family really happy...

but something is lacking..

It seams there is something bigger I can contribute.... Something more whole?? something???

I want to be really good in my field. I am a radiologist and I am good one... but I yearn to be really good.. best in my eyes.. I know there is nothing like perfection.. but yearning for perfection is there...

I like challenging situations and want to give my best in these situations. But sometime I think it is simply that I have been doing this for so long.. that is the reason I like it.. Maybe 1 thing I like about my present job is challenges.. whenever there is one I am excited..

But deep inside there is something else which will really stimulate me.. If I think a little bit.. i like physics a lot... I like going into the basics and molecular details of the thing..

once i thought that there has to be way which we can have better understanding of diseases.. there is hardly any disease which medicine understands in a real sense..

what ever progress we see in medicine is only superficial.. it's like being happy about some very superficial gains.

the fact is that there is something more basic to the concept of health. I wish to integrate the conceptual and rational thinking of science with the spiritual thinking..

yes that excites me.. i want to go into in some kind of research.. how can I go about it??